Period of time. Stop and go

 That day. A large number of graduates leave school. Most of the people, is sad.
Beautiful youth, so quietly is over. graduation, when leaving, vivid.
from kindergarten to high school graduation, no one remembers when there is such a sad graduation. as if she really is not goodbye. is not really goodbye.
, after a school day after the procedure. I and his favorite people together.
the bus, I thought, he sat beside me, holding my hand.
internship sites opposite, I thought, he would be there for me, walk with me.
food shop, I used to think I take their food to him, quietly listening to him.
God or the love of my . I want to leave, he let my fantasy become a reality.
so I have an idea, if not graduate, if there next time, how wonderful.
the last night before leaving We meet after an argument, that moment, he just hugged me.
I feel, he is actually more sad than I am. Otherwise, he will not start the car the next day, when in fact he told me love me.
I always remember these images. clearly visible. Seems like yesterday.
car, the rain, that person, there is that first song is not finished.
stuck in my memory. like my shadow.
{July. I took my tired body back to the nearest city from the clouds. trying to forget.}
desperately looking for work, trying desperately to make money make yourself busy.
So, bought countless newspapers, went to numerous job market, investment and countless resumes.
time passion, so I'm not even surprised. I want to work so What.
numerous interviews, I chose the first job. a language school teacher training schools.
busy working, choking the atmosphere, so I understand the so-called paid advertising is not so easy to get .
I endured a lot of gossip, to suffer a lot of fun, put a lot of people look arrogant.
for the first time, then close see through society. resignation expected.
the end of July. I quit . got a few hundred dollars of wages. heart actually some happy.
Next, do not know where to go. I suddenly like a broken kite string, want to go the distance.
walk in the streets of downtown Kunming , I appeared illusion. I saw him. but it is not.
so I think of him more than once when a sudden his picture out of a closer look, I miss you.
the original, not heavy The work can make people forget. if you really love, then who can not hold back.
that time, has been recorded in words. I think that as long as written, saying it would not be sad.
However, I can not control how my heart. I miss a person, to suffocate the point.
If, in July of my life with one word to describe it is suffering.
{August. through the mountains. just to meet you.}
go Nanning to buy a train ticket. I own and deeply shocked that such a move.
never thought of for whom, and so desperate. Then think about it, I've already desperate.
in those hours on the train, I have been looking forward to, meet would be like.
suddenly flew at a time to meet his arms, or saw him, burst forth with tears and laughter.
but my expectation is wrong. Hou in out of the station, I did not see the familiar shadow. he did not come pick me up.
mind a little disappointed Although he has delayed things, but the heart, or the slightly sad.
I am a man looking for a place to live. I am a man, walking in the familiar streets.
that moment I was thinking , he is not to buy tickets back to school. familiar feel and incomprehensible.
I packed all the time, downstairs in the hotel, he saw a long absence.
that moment, I do not know expression is. just pretend it quiet.
I saw him carrying a big bag, he tells me he will always be with me.
heart ten thousand happy to see him, finally know what is waiting in the end.
few days. I'm happy. happiness. We eat together. sleep together. went shopping together. with playing video.
night Nanning, extraordinarily beautiful. night Yong Jiang, we are playing on the bridge slapstick.
he said. go home Oh, you want to live well. that moment I wanted to say, I do not leave you a good or bad.
he said. the future we will not meet again the. that moment I thought a month ago, I asked him when we'll see.
time with him. rapidly in the past. I finally go. That day, they began to rain.
as if he were to see me off, that they will began to rain. Then came the sunshine. is to tell us that a rainbow after the storm What.
on the train, he sat quietly with me. Later, we nothing did not say.
those who talk nonsense words. We do not say, because there is no need to have a.
back to Kunming, the time is six o'clock the next morning. day was dark. lamp lit, but also The bus did not go home.
I am a man went to McDonald's. sitting there for a long time, as if it happened, was a dream.
I do not think the travel fatigue. I even naive that as long as he needs, I can go.
a person loves another person to this point, is not it also regrets the death.
{September. I finally restored calm. I finally to see open. some time, still stop and go.}
day after, plain and simple.'ve seen him since, my heart, suddenly quiet.
thoughts, not so obvious. I think I was slowly forgotten it. is not it will slowly do not love him.
was consulting a doctor to know, because to the extreme of. Oh, is it not the ultimate What think.
these days, began to go out with friends, started to follow people around. I do not want to find a man married up.
to find a job, is still a foreign language school teacher. but the opposite as before. Here I'm happy.
and colleagues to get along, I like to listen to them that their stories. and children together, I like to laugh on them.
they always ask me many questions, There are some, I really can not answer. I was the teacher who called, is the embodiment of the wise.
Today, they ask me, the teacher wears a ring Why do you not married yet. I did not think they would look at my fingers .
However, for this problem, I just smiled and said, because it is the teacher's talisman ah. Without it, the devil will be gone with the teacher.
my own interpretation for, almost to tears. but they convinced . They say, Oh, is blessed teacher.
But there who knows, I am wearing this ring, only because a promise.
this day is still living. Tomorrow is the Mid-Autumn Festival. I still to school. They need to face cute.
a lot of people ask me when will we meet. so far in the distance, I have no strength in the past.
I suddenly become lazy, I just to want to do alone. until I met a man love, take me away.
I suddenly do not struggle, I think, it is so realistic, very good. well.
water Lam.
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